Yestery im werking @ CSC from 5-10pm...so i guess will be meeting her n surely will have some issue bout y all tis while never msg her or kol her....
The story goes like tis:
I went into e place ignoring her never even say HI or even look at her, she starts msging me:
Gurl:Thankz fo everything u have done 2 me..U have tym 2 msg ..... n ..... bt nt me..
Me:Let me tl u sumtink k....im deeply hurt wen u say dat u hv flngs 4 ur x(X-name)....so dat day i've lt ot my anger at ma blog as wad sahida was toking bt js nw....i jus wan u 2 realise ur mstks...dun cry
Gurl:ouhk..if tat so im sorie...bt u jz leave me alone..i dgn die lum patch alek kn..bt wen u gt ..... n ..... did u msg me!u nt msg me at al u jz leave me jzyke tat...
Me:e reason is im rlly hurt....if u gt tim, u go rd my blog 4 myplans..n 4 e msg pat, if u rly care bt me,u wld hv msg me even dough i nvr msg u....am i rite 2 say dat all tis while i've permainkan?
Gurl:yes i noe i didnt msg u cz my ppd lw..bt i kol u..u r e one toke 2 me lyke u really dun me 2 cntct u anymre ryte..if u tink u hav new fren oread n dun wan us to cntct anymre i jz accept it....n i mit its y fault...
Me:U tink im like e other guys it it?huh, i rly2 love u den u tot i gt crush on oth gurl.....so i gus its jus dat u r using me as listening ear...u kl me pn utk blng ur prob...ast 1st if u love me, u wld have said it in e 1st place...
Gurl:i didnt say tat ok!i noe u luv me bt u oso must undrstnd my situation!ya its true ever since ..... break wif hr ex n wen ..... start msg u, u jz leave me lyke tat...!
Me:u wan ppl 2 understand ur situation but did u understand min?dis msg tingy slowed dwn wen u say dat u pnat 2 m, ok dat i agree, after dat u msg i kjp den after dat u nvr msg me.....n btw u try 2 recall e very 1st part of our life?wat wld u do f i nvr reply ur msg?u wld ms kl me to reply ur msg!bt as days goes by e loveliness of urs is just a temporary 1!
Gurl:u, will nt ne hw is my feelin is!u didnt noe wt happen 2 me!u cn blame me ok!bt if u tink u den wn us 2 cntct animre i cant do anitink
Me:Wat u mn by us?u noe all dis while i try 2 stp tinking by dis problem cos i rly cnt concentrate on my erl....so frm dis moment onwards-if u wan 2 tok 2 me go ahead, bt i wl js trt u as a nrml frn...as wt i said earlier on dt if i nvr get u so it wl be endof my love live.......im rly panas!
Gurl:okae!if tat u wan my as well i dun niod 2 cntct anymre!bcz u hav nw frens!tats is y u cn say lyke!i wont disturb u animre! I HATE GUYS!
Me:Wat u tokin...den wat u xpect frm me?u wan me 2 trt lke my gurl?or wat?
Gurl:Da nutink...
Me:try 2 realise ur mstks...u wont be able 2 muv on if u stl cntinue like dis
Gurl:bt u un hw pain my heart is...
Me:i noe it hrts bt do u noe it hrts me 2...da lh u jus nd 2 settle dwn,kalau blh u patch alik wif ur x...
Gurl:im sorie
Me:u noe!i nvr wan 2 shw my tmpr 2 u as i tld u earlier dat i dnw want bcos u noe u hv bn hrt so mch....u rly making me shw my tmpr 2 u!
Gurl:enuf!do waeva u wan!u really strez alot!
Me:eh...dun tink u sorng stress k....i pn stress y a gd girlcn do tis 2 me
Gurl:enuf u...i noe its my fault
Me:pls rlsie ur mstks n chng 4 e better
Gurl:do u noe hw sad m i wen u thrw all ur tmpr 2 me...
Me:i noe!bt do u noe hw sad am i wn u say u hve flngs wif ur x?u go hm wif hm?
Gurl:i tk alek la!i tknk alek!
So i dunnoe for today ape lagi nk jadi.....
Bt it really hurts me sia....
Yest wen i was on my way hm, im listening to dis sng n i wanted to cry bcos of dis matter....
Anyway if its my fault im Sorry.....
Sunday, April 6, 2008
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