I've jus finished my Subuh Prayer...Alhamdulillah....

Yest i cam back from werk arn 1230 den bath den take a quick nap den arnd 3am, woke up to watch MANu VS BARCELONA.....

SERIOUSLY MANU LIKE NO MOOD TO PLAY COS BARCELONA WAS ATTACKING ALL E WAY N E POSSESSION OF E BAL WAS MANU 35% - BARCA 65%....

ENDED up e game was a tie, 0-0

Today schling @ 9am, must take the train @ PEAK HOURS.....

FINIshing schl @ 6pm(got forklift license from 4-6pm) den must reach CSC by 7pm....will try if cant will jus ring them......

Anyway I shud have listen to my Mum Advice dat is "now is not e time for u to have any relationship cos it will be hard for u to manage it & sumore u r schling"

SERiously BGR making grow more & MORE white hair....

This license is around $500+ if u were to take tis course outside....but my schl is offering it FREE for my course only....

E teacher in-charge told us dat each class he can only take 15 students, MAX:18...

so last week, we have a balloting exercise....most of my friends hu really want it didnt get it but 1 of my classmates hu get it dont want it, so he offered me e place, and I grab it men....hu dont want sia forklift license jus 4 free!!!

For e license, we have to sit for e theory lesson for 1 week den take e theory test den can proceed to its practical....

Its theory lessons starting tomorrow @ 4-6pm....

Ltr will be schooling from 12-4pm....

Will nt be werking @ CSC....

so nw i need to take sum rest.....my eyes r gonna shut down.....gna recharge it

bubye

OK..

I've bought the shoes dat i want....Black Casual Shoes @ $48 at Beach Road...

For the past 2 days, she have been accompanying me although we were in bad times, my purpose of me meeting her is to settle things out n she said dat if we meet n we tok about it, surely we will fight verbally.....so better nt meet....

SO i guess i jus put dat tink aside.....

ANyway I still love her......

n i dunnoe whether after what had happened, she still have feelings 4 me?????

anyway for e wireless bluetooth headset, @ Carrefour, Suntec City, its selling @ only $98...I nearly bought it but tink dat if i bought it nw, 4 e next few weeks im going 2 eat wat...although my CSC pay is like 6days mre, but it wont be enuf....

ANyway tomorrwo starting schl @ 8am - 2pm.....

can't wait 4 my Pratical Lesson 3...

Today went to my Pratical LEsson 2 earlier on i booked....to my surprise after like 2 months + never touch e bike, i passed tis lesson....Alhamdulillah....btw my next prac will be on tis friday @ 6pm....

Btw 2day i've brought wat i wanted: Pair of Black Jeans, i bought 2 pair of it.....

So e remaining items r:

1.WIRELESS BLUETOOTH HEADSET - i will buy it from my next full-tim pay dat is on e 8th of may...i've jus asked 1 shop @ toa payoh n it cost aroung $168...

2.BLACK SNEAKERS/CASUALS SHOES
3.ANTIVIRUS SOFTWARE -dis 1 mos likely will buy at @ later stage cos currently im using a downloaded 1 for another 2 months pls....

GTG....

ON friday, i've bought my 2GB RAM dat cost $72....
For my Antivirus sofware, i will nt buy it 1st cos im currently using e downloaded one for 96 days....ITs KAspersky Anti-Virus...

My last Day of werk was like dunnoe hw to say.......Whereby all of those whu i werked wif wished me All the Best in life n Studies.....sum say when we r outside, pls teguh them dun jus walk away......BUt my supervisor, CK, asked me to come back on weekends n werk...i say sorry, I cant.....

So tis is e 2Nd Logistics Company i've worked for....

1st - GLS (Grocery Logistics of Singapore) - Warehouse Assistant
2nd - Expressway Logistics Pte Ltd - Data Entry

So guess my third logistics experience will be around OCtober dat is my Attachment......


Anyway MOnday will not be schooling dunnoe y my CA told us via e-mail dat we'll all meet each other on Tuesday at 2pm.....


So today will be working @ CSC from 0730-2200......So i'll NOT be extending cos there's a soccer match dat i must See....Not jus me BUT all those MANU fans/supporters.....


SO today after Soccer training, went to nIla hse, bathe, eat den accompany her to Town to search for sum gifts she wants to send over to DUSTin hu's @ Canada.....anyway NIla recommends me dis fried mars ice cream......it was super sedap man....but muack....anyway NILA thanks 4 e treat....

around 5+, im off to werk while NIla off to met Istiady....

Anway BGR is like killing me.....

I've should have listen to my mom......My mom 1nce told me not to have any relationship at tis age....n she will tell me when is it when e rite times comes - so sweet rite....

so anyway i'll try to 4get dat gurl.......n move on wif ma life......

My focus on tis Year -

-Studies, heard dat 2nd year modules are more stressing
-Motor, try to get e license b4 e year ends or b4 NS


Lastly - my life, my attitude, my discipline n hw close my relationship wif Allah S.W.T....

Yest i received my Full-time job pay=$471.35 for just 9 days of werk....quite alot rite...

Below is a list of things im gonna buy wif my all my pay n savings:

1.Wireless Bluetooth Headset
2.Antivirus Software
3.2GB RAM
4.Pair of Black Jeans (Schl usage)
5.Black Sneakers / Casual Shoes
6.Running Shoes

So after all the above things been bought, will just concentrate on my daily expenses n more or less start to take my Motor Pratical....Its like nearly 2 months I've nt been going becos of time constraint.....

For Job wise, when schl reopens, will just stick wif CSC till e end OF HNITEC or NS.....

Yestery im werking @ CSC from 5-10pm...so i guess will be meeting her n surely will have some issue bout y all tis while never msg her or kol her....

The story goes like tis:

I went into e place ignoring her never even say HI or even look at her, she starts msging me:

Gurl:Thankz fo everything u have done 2 me..U have tym 2 msg ..... n ..... bt nt me..

Me:Let me tl u sumtink k....im deeply hurt wen u say dat u hv flngs 4 ur x(X-name)....so dat day i've lt ot my anger at ma blog as wad sahida was toking bt js nw....i jus wan u 2 realise ur mstks...dun cry

Gurl:ouhk..if tat so im sorie...bt u jz leave me alone..i dgn die lum patch alek kn..bt wen u gt ..... n ..... did u msg me!u nt msg me at al u jz leave me jzyke tat...

Me:e reason is im rlly hurt....if u gt tim, u go rd my blog 4 myplans..n 4 e msg pat, if u rly care bt me,u wld hv msg me even dough i nvr msg u....am i rite 2 say dat all tis while i've permainkan?

Gurl:yes i noe i didnt msg u cz my ppd lw..bt i kol u..u r e one toke 2 me lyke u really dun me 2 cntct u anymre ryte..if u tink u hav new fren oread n dun wan us to cntct anymre i jz accept it....n i mit its y fault...

Me:U tink im like e other guys it it?huh, i rly2 love u den u tot i gt crush on oth gurl.....so i gus its jus dat u r using me as listening ear...u kl me pn utk blng ur prob...ast 1st if u love me, u wld have said it in e 1st place...

Gurl:i didnt say tat ok!i noe u luv me bt u oso must undrstnd my situation!ya its true ever since ..... break wif hr ex n wen ..... start msg u, u jz leave me lyke tat...!

Me:u wan ppl 2 understand ur situation but did u understand min?dis msg tingy slowed dwn wen u say dat u pnat 2 m, ok dat i agree, after dat u msg i kjp den after dat u nvr msg me.....n btw u try 2 recall e very 1st part of our life?wat wld u do f i nvr reply ur msg?u wld ms kl me to reply ur msg!bt as days goes by e loveliness of urs is just a temporary 1!

Gurl:u, will nt ne hw is my feelin is!u didnt noe wt happen 2 me!u cn blame me ok!bt if u tink u den wn us 2 cntct animre i cant do anitink

Me:Wat u mn by us?u noe all dis while i try 2 stp tinking by dis problem cos i rly cnt concentrate on my erl....so frm dis moment onwards-if u wan 2 tok 2 me go ahead, bt i wl js trt u as a nrml frn...as wt i said earlier on dt if i nvr get u so it wl be endof my love live.......im rly panas!

Gurl:okae!if tat u wan my as well i dun niod 2 cntct anymre!bcz u hav nw frens!tats is y u cn say lyke!i wont disturb u animre! I HATE GUYS!

Me:Wat u tokin...den wat u xpect frm me?u wan me 2 trt lke my gurl?or wat?

Gurl:Da nutink...

Me:try 2 realise ur mstks...u wont be able 2 muv on if u stl cntinue like dis

Gurl:bt u un hw pain my heart is...

Me:i noe it hrts bt do u noe it hrts me 2...da lh u jus nd 2 settle dwn,kalau blh u patch alik wif ur x...

Gurl:im sorie

Me:u noe!i nvr wan 2 shw my tmpr 2 u as i tld u earlier dat i dnw want bcos u noe u hv bn hrt so mch....u rly making me shw my tmpr 2 u!

Gurl:enuf!do waeva u wan!u really strez alot!

Me:eh...dun tink u sorng stress k....i pn stress y a gd girlcn do tis 2 me

Gurl:enuf u...i noe its my fault

Me:pls rlsie ur mstks n chng 4 e better

Gurl:do u noe hw sad m i wen u thrw all ur tmpr 2 me...

Me:i noe!bt do u noe hw sad am i wn u say u hve flngs wif ur x?u go hm wif hm?

Gurl:i tk alek la!i tknk alek!

So i dunnoe for today ape lagi nk jadi.....

Bt it really hurts me sia....

Yest wen i was on my way hm, im listening to dis sng n i wanted to cry bcos of dis matter....

Anyway if its my fault im Sorry.....

Jus came back from werk.....

So today i werked from 0845-2100...becoz last minute there was sum customer still place order n we have to generate e picklist n pick e items to be delivered tomorrow morning....I look after e documents section...so quite slacking ah...

ANyway Im really PISSED OFF!!!!

About Her....

As i had plans to try to get U, in e end u r e ones hu like ........................
When we know each other, u act so lovely..bt nw u just like cant be bothered bout me, when u need sum1 to talk to, u kol me, when u r outside or meting ur X, u jus dont tink bout me......Finally u still have the cheat to answer me Yes to tis question: Do u have any feeling towards ur X? ANswer is: a'ah.....
U once told me tat u dont want to have any relationship anymore, not now but later.......So now ur X have sound u patch n u have feelings for him, go ahead ah....wait 4 wat!!!!Im at here trying ma best to get U n U out there still can go home wif ur X, meeting him, Waiting up so late jus to tok to him......
If u don love me, u could have said it earlier.....U once asked me to understand ur situation...I tried to, but did u understand mine?Did u understand me?
Im jus waiting for the time 4 me to pull the trigger......After dis if u want to label me as laki pembastad or watever phrases, go ahead....The truth lies wif Allah S.W.T......
U jus msg me: I ngok u pun da mcm mlz nk lyn me....mentang2 da ade ...........

So for 2day till e time comes, i wl nt msg u, i wl nt inform u when im going out or when im going 4 ma break or when i finish werk.....I jus want u to realised which part of u went rong.....

If u tink im e one hu is rong, go ahead......u tot i gt msg ...... or ......, yes we msg each other jus like dat....nothing more

SO for today, after tis posting, i wl nt eat, i wl jus slp n woke up arnd 0200, get ready n watch soccer....

Love Life IS HArd.......